Miss Him So Dearly

"LIFE MUST GO ON"... no matter what happened.. 
But i don't know where it start, Life is so unpredictable i don't know of what happened to my future life.
My inspiration in my daily activities was gone.. I dedicated  him all my future plans..
The loss of him is the saddest part of my life, i hate my self every time i remember all those happenings that came into my life..
I want to forget him, but i can't.. Forgetting him is so difficult part of my life..
Because his not an ordinary person in my life..  
He gave color to my entire whole life, completely made me happy, put smile on my face and laugh me to the very loud as i can..
He inspire me every time i saw him smilling on me..
Giving me an inspiring advise when i feel down..
A precious voice that he have, and until now i want to found..
But now he's gone into my life i never see him smilling, singing, dancing.. 
And  most of all i really miss the way he care, he advise, above all his loving thoughts and warmest hug..
That i never felt it anymore..