Every time i woke up in the morning, I miss someone special in my life and that special someone of mine is the one i really idolize.
I don't know how to lose this feeling i've feel, i said to my self that i will let go him.
But my mind and my heart dictates me not to end this feeling because he's not an ordinary person in my life, he had a big space that occupied my whole life.
He is the one that I adore so, he's the perfect man to me, the good friend i know, the best adviser ever since i've know him, the one who understand me even the other people says that im too stubborn, trouble maker, but in his eyes im sure that im am a perfect one..
I really really miss him, the way he call in my nick name that he's the one who gave me. Every time he call me that way i feel so special..
But that precious voice i heard him before, i never ever heard it anymore. I really miss him..
I miss those memories that we've shared in the past, when we are talking about our future plans in life, and his dreams to us..
But now he's gone all that precious memories that we shared together i will treasured that forever until the last breath in my life in this universe.